San Diego Sunday..

So.. cooling day in SD, currently at the fizix hanging with some cool people and enjoying some free food. Even though I am now at that point where i regret wearing pants, its all good. I think I might even cop some new clothes or something. I don't know im actually in the mood to sleep!! But if you wanna watch some gamers and you want some free food.. stop by :]

oh yea and not to mention that everything in the store is 30% off!

The Fizix Open Mic

I gotta get it together...

So my last post was in april which is pretty pathetic.. its overly pathetic. But im not gonna let it happen again... promise! Anyways, this was a sense of release for me but I have become overly addicted to Twitter. It is the root of all E V I L...lol. Britt is trying to get me to join the tumblr wagon but it seems to be doing to much for a blog really.. but I just might get one of those too. But alot of updating a pictures to share with you guys so let's get to itttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Spring break Daze

So its the 2nd "official" day of Spring break and when normally I'd be poolside or heading off to some family activty in FL or GA.. Im here. In SD. On my porch. In Pajamas. Doing absoultly nothing. And if you know me then you know that it is rare for me to ever!!!!!! Have a day off from work and honestly.. Last place I want to really be when its 79 degrees and beautiful is on my mother flippin porch!!!!!!!! Do you understand me!!!!!! Lmao.
Nah real talk though.. I gotta hit the beach either today or tommorrow because as of thursday I am right back to where it ends and begins... lol.
I noticed I need to be blogging more to get through shit.. Life is starting to really set in.. I still can't believe im going to be 21 this year.. I mean hell im excited but still kinda in awe. Like damn.. Didn't I just graduate from high school..lol anyways ill blogg a little later.. Maybe from the beach!!
=]

running with emotions..

That's more deadly than running with scissors any day. Man, why do I keep running down this hall with all these doors and I keep picking the same freaking door. The paint changes, different door.. But the same disappoinments, people I can't reley on and I just don't know what to do. My emotions are running wild and its making me sick. Why does it seem that I just want to be loved by just one but I refuse to let the one who wants to do it. I choose to push away those who seem to have my best intrest and understand that I need the strongest foundation I can get for those who only want me there for their best intrest. Im tired of hurting at the expense of others glory. I need to find an umbrella to stand under... can anyone spare some room?

at work; sidekick blogging

So.. Work could possibly not be any slower.. And thank god for sidekicks because I can honestly say I would blow my brains if anything else right now =) anywho I really want to hit the lottery.. Or win at bingo. So asian I know >_<. LA road trip is supposed to take trip today/night but im not sure if im going with wifey killa or the fam bam. Kinda want to go with the fam cause there are some individuals I want to see...lol. Yea cuz I am talking about you.. I want some gummi bears.
Aww shit.. I can't believe my little brother is gonna be 18 in like 2 weeks. That ridiculously crazy. I can straight remember when it was just me and him. When I turned 18. The bonfire noboday came too. How I spent 400$ on food and shit and NO showed up. Happy fxckin birthday huh? Ohh well.. Im not bitter..lmao. Anyways.. Finally just turned 302! Yesssss. Only a hour left then I can say fxck the world aand go home to sleep. Man. Im random. My life is so lame. I think im just blogging right now because it is something to do while im stuck at mistletoe. Plus my last blogg was on valentines day which was one of the worst but most entertaining ones I have ever had. Going out with the ladies made it that much better..lol. Anyways back to hustling ornaments...

Valentine's Day

Mann so I have totally hated this stupid holiday since I was in like middle school... something about it truly just drives me crazy. Im lucky enough to have friends that care less about this stupid holiday like me.. Well im off to have sushi with the ladies.. Ill update later.

Rainy Days..SIKE OUT

I wake up this morning and realize " holy freaking crap.. school starts on monday.." I haven't even paid my fees. Im so screwed. Im broke. And Im frustrated. Welcome to my Wendsdays. And like today being one of my only days off, I planned on taking my ass to the beach to relax and flaunt a lil but they city of san diego said its supposed to rain... THERE HAS NOT BEEN ONE DROP all morning. WTH?! oh well. I guess there is always saturday. If my girlfriend decides she wants to hit this club with me on saturday for the FABRICALI party. which she wont because she said not new clubs... but i will goo to the club alone. Ive done it before.. lame i know but hey thats what makes me special..lmao.
Damn.. this school thing is for real frustrating me.. I think imma hit 5&8TH today and then heavenly cupcakes for a pick me up :]
sounds like a day well planned..
ill update later :]

ASR is back in SD

Working in the neighborhood of all of the downtown commotion, I am also right down the street from the convention center. So they send us all of these things about who's coming to town and we should try to accommodate them as much as we can. The one that I always look forward to is the ASR trade show. They hold this thing twice a year. Once in the fall and one in the spring. Last time they were here my brother got in and he was lucky enough to meet The cool kids. They were performing at one of the club events. Anyways.. if you gt the chance to you go ..GET ME IN!!! lmao..
or pick me up a shirt or something.. haha. Nah.. its my 4th year working this thing this year so I think i'll be going. if not it will be okay, there will always be the fall show.. which in my opinion is the better one..

Daddy's Girls

So.. Im pretty sure that everyone has caught at least one episode of Run's House. Lightweight update the girls have moved out and are now living in LA. MTV gave them their own show called "Daddy's girls". I am like absolutly loving the show. Haven't missed a episode yet. These ladies are fierce and doing the most. Pastry is taken off and I sure as hell would vote them my best and uniquly dressed. The got one of the hottest styles out there. But if you haven't caught a episode watch one. Its not super serious and it hella funny.

MLK day..

man.. today seems a little strange but hey you can only seem normal for so long. Im sitting here bumpin literally my favorite Mickey factz song of all time, listening to my parents talk about today and about the inauguration tomorrow. A little bit of background info on me.. my mom is a navy brat that is flip and black and pops is a ghetto man thats indian and black. Both coming from these really different backgrounds but still raising me and my siblings to be as open minded as open can possibly get. But anyways, somethings were coming across my mind today that ive been selling myself lightweight short because I care to much for the ones i love in my life and the thing about it is that if it came down to it i'd be lucky if i could get about 2 of them to go to jail with me let alone FOR me ya digg?!?! Funny I know. But I am fed up.. im not gonna sell my self short for someone else's ungrateful happiness. This is 2009 and even though its only 19 days into the year i feel like ive set myself off dto a bad start.. lmao. And that should not be it.
I noticed today i really miss my grandma. She really was and is my best friend. Damn.. I got some changes to make. Anyways I got work.

awwwwwayyyy we goo..

ughhh... free time!

One day off this week and it happens to be a freaking Saturday. At this moment I am wishing it was like 78 degrees outside because i would be spending this ENTIRE day at the beach. I would hang with some friends but they have all seemed to make plans within themselves so yea. Killa was telling me to come into work tonight and then me, her and leandra would hang afterwards.. aka drink until everything is funny and then talk about how much "life sucks". Gotta love those girls:]
Normally on a saturday about this time i would be on my way to work.. but instead i woke up like 15 mins ago.. got shoved some bday cards for my aunts and uncles and plopped my on the chair and hit the laptop. Damn I need money and finding a 2nd job is hell.. like everything i am applying for is like we will be in contact and i know that just means " i dont think you are truly right for this position". But hey who cares its whatever.. on to the next open job. Omg! So last night baylee, knocks over my tv right onto the tile floor. and its not even like okay on the side or anything.. right onto the ^%^$%^*& screen.. I was so pissed i had to just pace the house.. i didnt even know what to do i was like WTF!?!? and then my parents were like it was a accident she couldnt stop it.. NO SHIT SHERLOCK. of course she couldnt.. UGHHHH!
anyways.. gotta find something to do with myself...

Nice hoodie dude:]

So there is this really nice boutique i often spend hundreds of dollars in here in SD. Well the specialize in men's urban street wear but the have a lot of fly stuff for lovely ladies such as myself. Well anyways the recently came out with a line that is so off the wall and of course the hoodie i am eyein and desiring only comes in men sizes and doesn't start in small only in medium. But being a little thing it might look a little cool... hahhahhaha.. anyways peep the hoodie. I got to got to have it.

headaches and lottery tickets.

For the randomest reason today my head is just pounding to the max.. like I dont understand it. It may because i had over like 5 million cups of coffee. And im hella stressing about school and work. but shit thats life. Okay, on a lighter note.. one of my best friends, kyrene, texted me today on my way to work saying "omg, where are you i have a plan!". Im sitting here thinking to myself WTF killa?! So i get to work and i walk in her store like okay whats the plan? A lil background info on our friendship we met like 3 years ago on halloween at work bored out of our minds. We are going to school together in the spring but we talk about the most random things and believe that no one on this planet could have suckerry (is that a word?!?) lives than us. Okay but back to the story.. so she is like "this is the plan!( slamming her hand on the counter with the most serious look on her freaking face) YOUR GONNA WIN THE LOTTERY."THE SCRATCH OFF KIND...LMAO All i could do is look her dead in the eyes and laugh my freaking ass off.. like seriously ky?! Me?! Aree you like freaking buddah or something?!? Then she turns around and tells me the amount.... 100 MILLION$. Yea right!! lmao.
I was laughing so hard i didnt know wether to like walk out then or sit and listen to the rest.. yes thats right.. the REST! hahha.. I stayed and listened.. i couldnt refuse. She tells me we are going to take the money and backpack.. are you ready for this?!?! i dont think you are... how bout now?!?! LMAO.. yea. EUROPE!! What, WOW, Cut and Print.. SIKE YEA RIGHT! me in EUROPE.. Shit tickled me soooo much haha..
But im blooged out for the moment.. Spotlight over the laptop is driving my Bananas!
...awwayy we gooo.

Another..

So i remember using this same website for a class assignment in my AP English class like 3 years ago. I recently decided that I would dig up the old login stuff and see what the hell we used to write about...lmao. anyways.. Got a new one to just BLOG and release some unwanted stress once in a while, when i am not able to get tatted upp...

and away weeeeee gooooo!