San Diego Sunday..

So.. cooling day in SD, currently at the fizix hanging with some cool people and enjoying some free food. Even though I am now at that point where i regret wearing pants, its all good. I think I might even cop some new clothes or something. I don't know im actually in the mood to sleep!! But if you wanna watch some gamers and you want some free food.. stop by :]

oh yea and not to mention that everything in the store is 30% off!

The Fizix Open Mic

I gotta get it together...

So my last post was in april which is pretty pathetic.. its overly pathetic. But im not gonna let it happen again... promise! Anyways, this was a sense of release for me but I have become overly addicted to Twitter. It is the root of all E V I L...lol. Britt is trying to get me to join the tumblr wagon but it seems to be doing to much for a blog really.. but I just might get one of those too. But alot of updating a pictures to share with you guys so let's get to itttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Spring break Daze

So its the 2nd "official" day of Spring break and when normally I'd be poolside or heading off to some family activty in FL or GA.. Im here. In SD. On my porch. In Pajamas. Doing absoultly nothing. And if you know me then you know that it is rare for me to ever!!!!!! Have a day off from work and honestly.. Last place I want to really be when its 79 degrees and beautiful is on my mother flippin porch!!!!!!!! Do you understand me!!!!!! Lmao.
Nah real talk though.. I gotta hit the beach either today or tommorrow because as of thursday I am right back to where it ends and begins... lol.
I noticed I need to be blogging more to get through shit.. Life is starting to really set in.. I still can't believe im going to be 21 this year.. I mean hell im excited but still kinda in awe. Like damn.. Didn't I just graduate from high school..lol anyways ill blogg a little later.. Maybe from the beach!!
=]

running with emotions..

That's more deadly than running with scissors any day. Man, why do I keep running down this hall with all these doors and I keep picking the same freaking door. The paint changes, different door.. But the same disappoinments, people I can't reley on and I just don't know what to do. My emotions are running wild and its making me sick. Why does it seem that I just want to be loved by just one but I refuse to let the one who wants to do it. I choose to push away those who seem to have my best intrest and understand that I need the strongest foundation I can get for those who only want me there for their best intrest. Im tired of hurting at the expense of others glory. I need to find an umbrella to stand under... can anyone spare some room?

at work; sidekick blogging

So.. Work could possibly not be any slower.. And thank god for sidekicks because I can honestly say I would blow my brains if anything else right now =) anywho I really want to hit the lottery.. Or win at bingo. So asian I know >_<. LA road trip is supposed to take trip today/night but im not sure if im going with wifey killa or the fam bam. Kinda want to go with the fam cause there are some individuals I want to see...lol. Yea cuz I am talking about you.. I want some gummi bears.
Aww shit.. I can't believe my little brother is gonna be 18 in like 2 weeks. That ridiculously crazy. I can straight remember when it was just me and him. When I turned 18. The bonfire noboday came too. How I spent 400$ on food and shit and NO showed up. Happy fxckin birthday huh? Ohh well.. Im not bitter..lmao. Anyways.. Finally just turned 302! Yesssss. Only a hour left then I can say fxck the world aand go home to sleep. Man. Im random. My life is so lame. I think im just blogging right now because it is something to do while im stuck at mistletoe. Plus my last blogg was on valentines day which was one of the worst but most entertaining ones I have ever had. Going out with the ladies made it that much better..lol. Anyways back to hustling ornaments...

Valentine's Day

Mann so I have totally hated this stupid holiday since I was in like middle school... something about it truly just drives me crazy. Im lucky enough to have friends that care less about this stupid holiday like me.. Well im off to have sushi with the ladies.. Ill update later.